Just Thinking

What did you see it? Happy? Sad? Boring? or Thinking?
Ya...I'm was thinking about myself. Recently, I was no any target.
I'm still thinking what's my volunteer? I'm still finding,but still can't find it...
Nowadays...have a another big rock put on my body again.
When I was a child, my dream is become a chef.
Thus when my mother cooking, I also will go to learn how to cook.
When I cook, I will make some special things to test.
But now, look like everything was disappear. :'|
Until now...I still like to make some special things to test,
but I will start to suspect that is it my volunteer.
In this year, at the same time I was like to play piano.
Thus I was thinking what is my volunteer.
I was very trouble, cause I'm 17 years old.
After 2 years I was start to social contact.
I was so scared :( How do I do? How to find it?
I know that's no one can help me.
Before I find my volunteer, I just can learn more things to protect my social contact.
Especially is my English. : |
Thus? Said to myself  頑張って(Ganbate).

Sorry just a short blog.
No more energy continue to write.
Have a nice day:)

byV.H